old and dusty, old-time tunes on sun burnt records, love songs with strong hands
wound round their necks, choked out
on Manhattan
subway
cars, also
religion (Buddha and the good book) from all corners and the caffeinated
eyes
on the newspaper people, loud gin rummy guys yelling cunt over bad cards, guys plagued with bleeding, sleepy wives and too much
imagination
staring at the young girls dressed for a big day in the city, black women
in heavy
bright neon space aged green
felt hats, and advertisements for Godiva chocolates showing semi-
nude heroin chicks with rape on the back-brain and no littering, no smoking, no radio playing,
and you aren’t supposed to lean on,
or hold,
the doors, even if it’s some
grandmother
hauling ass
in varicose veins lugging ripped shopping bags with coat hanger handles sporting
a goat’s beard and a white film
over
her bright blue right goat’s eye, rats when you step off
remind you to watch the gap, and you head towards the daylight
wondering what it’s like
above ground
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